We are continuing the series of stories celebrating our soon-to-be Reverends as we head towards the ordination weekend on Saturday 29 and Sunday 30 June. Today's story comes from Rachel Mead.
How was Rachel called?
I was raised in a Christian family and became a Christian at 11 years old. My mum taught me to pray, and that Jesus was the best friend you could have. My dad showed me that Jesus cared about the poor, the outcast and justice. Faith in Him should make a difference in every aspect of my life.
I have been a Cancer and Palliative Care Nurse for 33 years. I’ve always been involved in church life leading a variety of groups, organising events, speaking and leading at services. I enjoyed this.
Occasionally people would ask if I had considered training for ordination. “If God wants me to be ordained, God will have to write it in the sky!” was my frequent response. I had no sense of a calling.
Ten years ago, we moved to Surrey and my new Vicar suggested God was calling me to ordination. I wasn’t ready to hear this, but it became a niggle I couldn’t ignore. I didn’t pray seriously about it – I was worried that God was going to ask me to give up nursing which I loved so very much.
In 2017, an ordinand on a placement at our church said, “You should talk to your Vicar about your calling. Just take the next step – don’t worry about the answer.” I couldn’t ignore a stranger’s unprompted words. I sensed God at work. I recognise I stepped out in obedience, not yet trust. Close friends prayed and listened.
I eventually met with my Vicar and then two local priests, who all agreed they felt God was calling me into ministry. God affirmed that nursing was part of my ministry.
I entered the formal discernment process as we went into Lockdown, a time of personal, professional and global uncertainty. It is difficult to separate the emotions and fears at this time – but a promise of God’s presence and protection gave me hope and comfort.
I look back and see my journey from fear to obedience, then trust, and now excited anticipation about where God will take me and whether nursing will continue to be a part of my future…
God knows us and calls us as individuals with our quirks, failings and gifts. We do not journey alone – we partner with an extraordinary God!
“Do not fear, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name, you are mine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned.”
Isaiah 43:1-2